perseverance
i believe that once the work is all completed our house will be ok. i believe that once it is painted, re-floored, and furnished, it will be nice and we will be happy. i believe that once all the cabinetry is repaired, the bath tub replaced, and the back wall of the house rebuilt it will not smell so bad. i believe that once we get some proper windows and actual insulation into the walls it will be comfortable and our bills will not be excessive.
i believe all of these things, and yet i still want to side with the people who see it and their initial reaction is "this house should be condemned and knocked down."
there is so much work left to do, it just makes me want to cry. i miss bryan and i'm scared to go through this alone. i can be strong-willed and hard-headed, but he is my rock and i still need him to cling to.
i know in the end it's going to be ok, but in the mean time today is a 6 bandaid day, and i'm working rapidly on the other 4 fingers.
- Miss Shigatsu @ 07/23/2007 11:31 AM -
