tomorrow evening i, along with bryan's mom and brother, will be flying out to portland. i haven't been back there since autumn's wedding last may, and haven't seen any of my family since they came out here for our wedding last september.

and bryan has been in san francisco for two weeks, driving up with a friend on the same day we fly out. i can't wait to see him. i miss him like crazy. i don't sleep well when he's gone, sitting up until the middle of the night in case he calls, falling asleep on the couch watching tv most nights because the bed feels too big and empty without him. i can't wait to hug him and kiss him and tell him how much i love him.

then i will sleep, because we are arriving at nearly midnight and i will be quite tired.